a week of sundays..i am awfulness

confidence

what is confidence ?
how can be confidence ?
the person who are knowledgeable was confidence ?
the lady or guy who are handsome or pretty was confidence ?
i felt "confidence is away with me...
the time ....i depends on you ....
i will feel ... i am cowardly.....i admit ... i am ...
but who care ? izzit the person was you ?
haha ... maybe ...
i waste my time to think too much of you ...
all my time ...all my life ... was spend on you ~ oh my god !!
how can i be like that...but ... i realy like that ...
that was me ~ haha
slowly ... come into society ...
actually ...i always depend on people ...
in my mind ... i like to depend on ....
lazy to work ... lazy to make onrself worthwhile...
is too bad ~
time and tide wait for no man ...
but ...i still standing on the same place ....
too caring about my emotion ... awkward..
just ...using all of my time to "let it float"
i know i already lost my soul and out of my control ...
all of this ... is about my "confidence "

~a week of sundays...because i am awfulness~

look at the mirrow ... and ask ...
who am i ....